BIG GIRL DONT CRY\
yeah well.that make even better.cause now im seriously going to cry.why?ohh..nevermind.thats hurt,really.when you think of something happy,then you will be happy rite?just like me,happy to back home for holz.but when you get a bad news before you back home,what will you do?still smile happily?even the news is you get C for geografi?29/40 for English paper 1 and teacher said that you do it badly?well.i dont know why. i tried to forget this bad memory,especially today,Eid ul Adha,but i cant.i remembered it suddenly.oh gosh~maybe because now im having a really bad fever.no lies.my body is so hot till i cant move.and i coughed badly.pity me,huh?hahaha...and now i get one nore bad news.this is not important.but stiil,it hurt my feeling.im such a fool.seriously.why i didnt realized that the person i admired has someone else? i cant let my tears down.no.or else my mom will ask,and if i tell her she will said that im crazy. before,i admired someone.remembered the STARFRUIT?yeah,that's it.and then i heard people said that 'starfruit' is my dormmate's.i just like....okay.i have to accept he faith.i know my dormmate realized that i admired 'starfruit',thats why she keeps glancing at me.or maybe im conscious,hoping that.so...i tried my best to forget 'starfruit'.i guess by finding others to admire can solve the problems.well..the plan going well.the person that i chose to admire is 'starfruit's bestfriend,whom i called as 'SuJU'.ok..it's not SUPER JUNIOR or what,but just a codename. sounds weird,rite?hhahaha.i admire 'suju' since i read her blog.it's kinda awesome.'suju' has a cute characteristic. =) but im too stupid,too stupid.too fool.i thought that 'suju' doesnt belongs to anyone,so i keep admiring.till just now,i read suju's blog,and realized something which is suju is with someone that i know,my blockmate.or should i say,someone that i really HATE. gosh~ what kind of test is this?i need to accept this,but how could I?well,now im such in a
BROKEN HEART.
To the Beautiful You